seriously....

I continue to do those stupid things that fall short of what God wants for me. I was doing the right thing and headed down the path for me until I decided to do something stupid. And now I feel so far away from him again. I haven't done anything yet but it's the fact that the notion crossed my mind. I feel like I will always do this, get close to him and then sin will pull me away. There has to be a way for the things in my mind to change.